What Have You Decided to Manifest This Year?

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How will this year be different to the last?

It’s easy enough to dream about what you want and think ‘what if’, but what have you decided is a non-negotiable done deal?

Where are you stepping outside of your comfort zone to do things differently to create the life you desire within you?

What are your fears around actually creating the life that makes your heart lift up and sing from the heavens?

I’ve had a major shift in my own awareness over the past few months that’s fallen into a rock solid place with the start of the new year…

The last few years have been quite surreal. For most of my life, I’ve been in the entertainment game…

It’s been good to me and has taken me around the world, travelling as far north as the Arctic Circle…

But in 2011, my life took a different turn and circumstances saw me begin studying to be a fitness instructor…

It’s not something I’d planned to do but somehow, it felt right…

I’d always had this niggling feeling I wanted to be qualified in something but the idea of studying for years left me gasping for air…

I was also two years in with my healing from stage four endometriosis and finally being able to work out was something that excited me…

I spent the next five years working as a fitness instructor in our local council gyms…

I enjoyed the change and now that I look back, I can see it was all for me and a part of my journey towards self care…

But in 2016, everything was turned upside down when I no longer had the desire to work in the fitness industry. The management of the gym changed and with it was a swift kick out the door by the Universe into the unknown…

It was exciting…

Exciting because it’s what I wanted…

I knew I had other work to do but I wasn’t completely sure what it was…

I went back to entertainment…

That was a no brainer because that was something I KNEW I had to do…

For the next two years, I worked at building an online business…

Sharing my message, even though I wasn’t 100% sure what that even was…

I just had an inkling…

I attended retreats…

I’ve done courses…

I attended seminars…

I volunteered at events…

But it didn’t matter how much work I did in the direction of building an online business, none of it worked. There were a few reactions but nothing took off…

I know now that it was because that wasn’t what my desire was deep down inside…

I thought it was, but it wasn’t so it felt like I was continually pushing shit uphill…

I started having dark thoughts…

I needed to go within more than ever and over the past six months, it came to a head…

Lots of tears and frustrations as everything that needed to come out came out…

Even though I felt like I was lost at the time, none of what I’ve done over the past two years or more has been a waste, because it’s brought me to this point where I now have a clear vision…

Entertainment is where I need to be but in a bigger capacity…

I love being onstage…

I love singing…

I love talking and interacting with people…

This is where my heart feels at home…

Late last year, I saw a video of a new friend at a Stand Up Comedy Course she had attended…

I had this immediate reaction of, ‘I HAVE to do this!’

The course takes place in a few weeks and honestly, I’m counting the days…

No ifs, no buts…even though it’s pushing my comfort zone boundaries…

It’s exciting…

One of the things I’ve loved most about being onstage is to say or do something funny that’s in the moment and get a laugh from people…

Every time it’s happened it’s like a light from God was shining down on me…

That’s how I know it’s what I’m meant to do…

This year, I plan on becoming a better guitarist…

I also plan on becoming a better singer…

I plan on getting my health and fitness back on track…

And I plan on honing my comedic skills this year and forging forward, taking my career in a new and bigger direction…

I have so many visions running through my head that are exciting me no end…

I can’t wait for you to see what I’ve manifested!

So, I want to ask you…

What’s your ‘light shining down from God on you’ moment?

What would you love to be doing with your life every.single.day?

You don’t have to be religious to have this feeling…I’m not…

It’s just the description that pops into my head…

For me, it’s actually my higher self shining down on me, telling me I’m on the right path…

Manifesting the life you want isn’t some big mystery…

You’ve manifested the life you’re living now…

And way down, deep in the depths of your soul, you KNOW what it is you want to be doing…

Even if you don’t know it yet…

It all comes down to what you choose to believe is possible and the action that you decide to take…

Even the life I manifested over the past few years was what I believed was possible at the time…

Doesn’t mean I enjoyed it, but it gave me the burning desire to find my way through it and out the other side…

Now, my vision is as clear as it was when I was seventeen and manifested my first job in radio…

The secret to manifesting the life you want is to be in the end result…

To feel the end result within you while putting no pressure on it to happen…

Releasing it, allowing the guidance from the Universe to come to you and then taking the aligned action you’re called to take…

And when it manifests you’ll marvel at how simple the process actually was…

You don’t even have to know exactly what it is that you want to do…

Surrender and ask for guidance from the Universe…

I didn’t know that I wanted to do a Stand Up Comedy Course until I saw it, but the moment I saw it, I knew it’s what I had to do…

And in that moment, all of the signs that were shown to me along the way all came flooding back to show me that this was what I need to do…

That everything has been preparing me for this moment and I’m now ready to take this to the next level…

The Universe guided me towards that moment…

I’d only met this person who had previously attended the course a few months before at a Meetup that was two hours away from where I live…

Again, as soon as I saw the Meetup, I knew I had to go…

I thought it was for a different reason at the time but that reason took me there and that’s where I met the person who was the guiding light to the next step in my life…

Manifesting always has a magical quality to it for me…

We’re taught to stop dreaming to avoid disappointment…

To play small and take the safe route…

But that only ends up with regret at the end of your life…

And part of the reason I fell into low points over the past few years was because I wasn’t being true to my soul…

I was playing it safe and I could feel the regrets starting to take shape…

So, I asked the Universe for guidance…

Following the process and allowing yourself to be guided by your soul goes against everything you’ve been taught….

It means focusing on your desires instead of your current reality and riding the wave of change…

You have the power within you to create the life you desire…

The problem for most people is that they don’t want to risk their status quo and they listen to other people…

People who want to keep you where they feel safe…

Because the moment you do stand up…

The moment you start listening to your soul…

The Universe starts shifting things around…

Things in your life start shifting around and your comfort zone gets rocked because the people and places that are currently holding you back will move on to make way for the people who will support you…

Are you prepared to risk your status quo to live the life you desire on your terms?

Will you regret not taking a chance on life?

What does your soul say?

Not your ego….it will tell you to play it safe…

Your SOUL…it will tell you to take a leap of faith.

Kathryn xx

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