The Show Must Go On

Crashed and burned a little over the weekend…

It wasn’t pretty there for about 24 hours…lots of emotions coming out from their deepest, darkest depths…

What happened?!

It was because I chose to step up and push my comfort zone boundaries.

It’s all fun and games until someone loses an eye…

Ok…it’s not THAT serious, but it feels pretty freakin’ serious when my body starts coping the brunt with my inner beliefs fighting back with a fair share of pain…

Any illness, disease, injury, weight issues, etc. to your body is a sign where you’re showing resistance to moving forward and having great health. Where it shows up on your body is the signal of what the resistance is.

Your body is a map to your soul…

And when it shows up, it’s time to get excited!

Old beliefs put up a seriously strong fight. They don’t like things to change, but this is where using the Law of Attraction for health gets exciting…

But before you ask, ‘Why on earth would anyone want to get excited about that?’ let me tell you, it’s all in the name of growth…

Growth of your soul…the healing of your body…having the life you secretly dream of…

Which is totally possible to have, by the way, if you’d let go of your resistance to having it.

If you stay in your comfort zone, sure, everything is just the way you like it, but where’s the growth?

There is none. Zip. Zilch.

I can’t think of anything that’s more freaking boring #groundhogday #zzzzzzzzzzzz

Staying in my comfort zone is more painful than pushing through and breaking free of its shackles…

I would rather push my boundaries, feel the pain as my beliefs are exorcised from my being via my body and come out the other end feeling stronger and freer.

Discomfort is showing you where you’re holding onto resistance.

So what’s led me to this week’s episode of my crash ‘n’ burn series?

I’m currently doing a short course that’s pushing me to step up and take steps outside of my comfort zone every day. The silly part is that I’m actually quite good at them and once I do them, I feel great, but the initial ‘making myself do it’ part is the hard part…

Nothing like a good dose of F-E-A-R to throw a spanner into the works…

So, I’ve been pushing myself to do them and then on Saturday, the flood gates burst open and I went down!

It wasn’t pretty. There were tears…there was pain…there was a lot of swearing…

I developed a shocking pain in my back. It felt like a pinched nerve right at the top point of my scoliosis curve.

I love my scoliosis…I love it because it tells me a lot about myself. It shows me my weaknesses and my strengths…

It shows me my path to growth…

I believe it’s a result of the inner beliefs I developed growing up. Nothing more. Nothing less.

It comes from a lack of belief in myself growing up and thinking that I needed to do everything the way someone else said it needed to be done…

Did someone say, ‘Sheep’? #baaaa

The same goes for the operations I’ve had on my feet, the bronchitis I thought I was going to die from when I was 15 and the endometriosis I put up with for 18 years….even right down to the amount of I-can’t-take-anymore dental work I’ve had done…

They’ve all had their own messages which all, quite frankly, come down to some variation of belief in myself, standing on my own two feet and self love.

And through learning more about my body and the signs it’s showing me, I now have a body that’s healthy and healed that I can easily read when something does go haywire.

I can pay attention to the cause and nip that sucker in the bud straight away…I’ve got too much living to do to pussy foot around with ill health…

Your health begins with your mindset….end of story…the quality of your health has to do with your alignment to your flow and your want to be healthy…

Yes, you can improve your health if you learn to read your body and you’re honest with yourself about what it’s telling you….and then take action to change it.

I know because I did it…

But I digress…

I had a gig on Sunday and I tossed up whether or not to cancel but, the entertainer in me came out and said, ‘The show MUST go on!’

I wasn’t on death’s door and sitting around at home would just make me feel worse, so, I packed up my gear, went and did the show and had a better time than I expected. The crowd was fantastic and we all had a great day…

It changed my focus and took my mind off it for a while…

I journalled myself into a better place during the breaks, it helped me to find a better feeling place and raise my vibration…

But my whole purpose of pushing through and doing the gig was to show myself that I’m stronger than I was giving myself credit for if I had cancelled.

I was in a slump and while I was feeling the way I was because I had pushed my emotional boundaries, it was time to get up, get on with it and push them some more.

It was also about changing focus…

Now, if you need to rest, you rest, but seriously…..take a REALLY good look at whether you really can’t do something or if you’re just making excuses. #excusesarenotreasons #happensalot #notdoingyourselfanyfavours

As it turns out, I have a pinched nerve in my back and reflux. Geez….it’s freaking painful…but it ain’t gonna keep this cat down for long.

Know that I know what the cause and symptoms are, I can change my mindset, heal my body and get on with pushing another boundary in my spiritual growth…

So, what’s my lesson in all of this…even though I’ve come a LONG WAY, I’m still pushing through those old self beliefs and will continue do so forever more as they reveal themselves like the layers of an eye searing onion, but I also need to start doing things my way. I’m over-the-moon thankful for everyone I’ve learned from for showing me the way that has worked for them, but it’s time for me to listen to my intuition and start doing things in the way that’s right for me, so I can continue to grow and move forward.

If you want to change your life, you have to be prepared to put in the work. Continually learn from others. Take the bits and pieces that work for you and leave the rest. Just make sure you keep showing up, keep moving forward, continue pushing your boundaries and working through it when the shit hits the fan.

It’s a never ending journey that I’m excited to be a part of. I love learning new things about myself and smashing belief barriers…

…and while it doesn’t feel too crash hot at the time, embrace the pain as you smash through another limiting belief.

Remember, it’s your life. The quality of it is your choice. You have the power within you to make it sensational.

Kathryn

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Kathryn Eggins

Kathryn Eggins is an international speaker, writer, entertainer and artist, who loves colour, her cat, and following the guidance of her soul. Her desire is to inspire you to connect to your soul, take inspired action, and consciously create the life your heart desires.

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